Exhausted!

Oh my God, I'm melting.

It's been so hot the whole day and believe me or not, the coolest I've been today was at the gym.

It seems there is some kind of ventilation, so it was like heaven! I'd love to go and live there.

Don't get me wrong, I love being warm, but sometimes enough is enough. We had over 35 degrees Celsius in the sun earlier, and about 25 in the shadows. That's like incredibly to much, compared to the numbers we've had before.

After gym I decided to make a small detour from my route home and I ended up riding my bike for thirty minutes! It was so much fun, I hope I do that another time.

What have I been doing for the whole little vacation we've had? You get three guesses. No, no and no. I've been doing maths. In two days I've managed to accumulate about six hours of calculating. It's been crazy but I've actually enjoyed it!

I feel like I've learnt the stuff but that's only because I've only gone as far as Riemann's integral. I bet that by the time I get to the volumes of stuff I'll be stupefied.

Other than that, I've just lazed, watched TV and eaten! How very boring. But I've needed it. I think I wrote that I've been very tired, so hopefully when school starts I'll be well rested!

Ha. How ironic that a friend of mine is abroad and the temperature over there is HALF of the temperature over here. She's complaining about it while I gloat about us melting.

To be honest, I'd be over there. Never mind the difference in temperature.

The only time I've been abroad was last summer when I took some summer school lessons in Spain. By judging the quality of our classes, I can only imagine what my friend is doing over there (hint hint, lots of partying involved).

Of course I've lived abroad for many years, but that's not the same thing as visiting another country! I'd love to visit various countries, and I hope that after our matriculation exams we'd go somewhere with my friends. It would be really awesome great super duper much fun! One has said that it's a great idea, now we just need to actually execute the idea when time comes!

I finished a jigsaw puzzle today! Well, it was actually assembled by my brothers' mostly. But still, I finished it! PS. It wasn't just one piece! It was like... 50 pieces? Out of 500? One tenth!

I've got nothing more to you! Hope you enjoy yourselves and have fun.

Good night.

Frustration

Heyhihello! Was that the band or did I get it wrong? I guess I won't know since I don't care!

Today's been a very interestingly weird day. I made my friend freak out by not understanding a mathematic picture. It was a bout a stupid, idiotic half-circle shaped stage. It had a bunch of triangles and right angles, so obviously I couldn't figure it out.

My friend tried and tried and ended up shouting-red. I ended up figuring it out after my friend had given up the explanations, too bad, she explained all that for nothing! I'm sorry for her blood pressure.

Also I avoided a minus on social studies. We had to think up the income and expenses of a country (Finland in this case). I hadn't remembered, so I just wrote up "Taxes" just before she started to check the homework. When she came and checked my notebook she looked at me a bit suspiciously. I told her I had thought about them but was too lazy to write them up. She kinda believed me; she didn't give me a plus but she didn't give me a minus either.

This reminds me I must finish my current task about finding out the budget of our city. Yikes.

After school I went to gran's to eat and do (some) homework. I also took the history homework paper thingy to my friend personally. The original idea was for me to type it for her in Facebook, but I was too lazy and I figured wouldn't be home until 6 pm. I thought she'd be too tired to do it then, so I thought, "What the heck, I'll just take it to her, won't take that long."

When my mission was completed I went to the gym, had an average workout. A bit more weight than I normally had used, just cause I was feeling bored. But still not as much as I've lifted sometimes. It's fun to try around, sometimes I get more exhausted than other times. Hence average.

Oh, I forgot we got to do our next years' schedules. I was nervous cause I feared I might not get all the courses I need, but seemingly I will be able to do it pretty easily. Nice-o.

At home I watched some Youtube and did other random net surfing until it was time for Cold Case. It had been a long time since I had last watched so it was cool to get into it once again.

I also learnt how easy it is for people to get frustrated. In just even five minutes you can get from happy and hopeful to frustrated and annoyed (and not talking about me this time).

I enjoyed the situation, meanwhile a friend of mine disliked it. It was, in a way, nice to console him. To try to give hope and let them know they're good, no matter how unlucky you might be sometimes.

By the way, I did try working on the scheme I talked about yesterday, but it turned out to be way too difficult. I hadn't processed the idea too much. I'll either try it again with a bit more planning or just plain type it (if even that).

I'm so glad there will be a sort of vacation starting from Thursday. I really need some rest. I have been waking up like at 6am for the past month (yes, even on weekends, don't ask why).

If I can't get my rest on that vacation time I might kill someone. Not. Still, I do want to relax! Please don't suggest anything for too early! I want to sleep till at least noon! Twelvish.

But indeed, it would be nice to do something, see some friends! I'll have to do schoolwork taking in count I'm way behind on schedule. I haven't really calculated maths, done chemistry or physics, nor studied history and social studies and neither have I tried to learn English and Swedish words!

Mmm I'm warm. Wonder if I could throw flames from my fists! Boom boom! Box! Boombox!

Everybody was kung fu fighting.

^ that was a demonstration of my free association. Don't ask. Yes, I am tired. It is twenty over ten. WAY too late for me. Sigh.

I'll just end this here, I'll give you the song I'm currently listening at: Bad Body Double, by none the less than Imogen Heap!

Remorse

It's been a long, long, long while, right?

I had already given up writing the blog, but something told me to do at least this final text, the closure.

Yet I know that after writing this I will have to write more, but I'll leave that to the future. Why not try the middle way and write every now and then? ;)

There's so much that has happened to me since I last blog (27.01.10). This means we have a lot to recap, but that doesn't mean I'm going to tell you everything right now. That would probably break the word limit, was there any or not. I've thought of making a small scheme of the most important events in this specific timespan. We'll see about that as well.

In other notes, I would like to inform you how my English project went. This was, after all, my English project.

As surprising it might be, I got a full 10 out of 10 for the project! I was extremely happy, since I also got a 10 from this course into my papers. I was almost jumping of joy. Thanks to everyone who took the time to read any of my blogs.

Unlike me, my friend has stuck to writing her blog. I can only admire her, since I know how much time she spends on it. It was way too much for me but I'll encourage her till the end!

Today, I showed mum Imogen Heap's pulling "Just For Now" live! She was mesmerized, which is no surprise. Immy is the best, to say the least. She's just so innovative, creative and original!

I can only thank to my friend for introducing me to her. It all began with Hide and Seek. It is a beautiful piece of art, which includes every possible feeling: sadness, joy, disappointment, bliss, anger, envy, love, hysteria... you name it, Immy can get it to your heart! I couldn't name all her songs that touch me inside, because I would have to write the name of each one of her songs!

My mum said whenever Immy's coming to Finland, she wants to go see her. Guess this means I'll go as well, with or against mum!

Besides this I've got nothing much to tell. It was a pretty fun day at school. Some of my friends said the day went by real slow, and it kinda did, yet I still had a blast! How weird.

On a side note, I've learnt (a long time ago) and confirmed that I am weak. I'll try my best to fix that, it's just so hard to accomplish being strong.

And now my heart started hurting, like for real! I hope I don't have a heart attack.

It would be really stupid to die writing this blog, these being my last words. How horrifying would that be?

If I noticed I'm having a heart attack, I'd probably try to type in some mentions about the most important people to me, as well as give out a couple of sensitive trivia, more known to some than others. Then with my last strength I'd hit the submit button ;)

On a second side-note, my favorite dubstep beat, Sierra Leona, by Mt Eden was deleted from Youtube!

Some bastard had complained about copyright or stuff and the video got removed. So let's talk about creativity and people using their imagination! It would've been different if the creator took all credit to himself, but he had specifically stated the original version and so on! Nitchpickers make me just so angry!

As the video I'll give you some Imogen Heap.

The song is called The Walk and it has no video. It doesn't need one. It is perfect with the black background, and I could stare at it whole, night, long.

Enjoy.