Thursday, May 26, 2011

Harassment and Government Hookers

It's been a while once again and I'm writing both, for myself and under pressure. How's that possible, well I have no idea. My life's weird without having to think why it's weird.
I have some subjects to talk to you about, but most likely I'll end up telling random thing at random times. Let's start with fun.

Lady Gaga's new album Born This Way was released on Monday. I got to listen to a few days earlier though, since Spotify was cooperating with Gaga and premium/unlimited users. There have been four singles so far: Born This Way, Judas, Edge of Glory and Hair. The first three have had a weird impact on me: first I haven't quite gotten into them, but then on the second listen they just hit it! Hair was a bit different since it was a promo song and I had been waiting for it the whole day. So when I finally got my hands on it my world exploded. It was a nice new experience, it was.
The album is pretty great if I shall say. I love how it's completely different from her other two and completely different (in my own biased opinion, of course) from every other album out there. A lot of the songs have a dark and sad style, but there are exception. In its brilliantness it combines all kind of musical style, it has some heavier songs as well as songs that could be played in the radio. My favorite right now is Bloody Mary. The lyrics are amazing as is the melody. It starts dark and mysterious and evolves into a brighter sound at the chorus. Some people have said the chorus is too light or too vapid but it's better said a contrast and I like it. The song doesn't have a climax since it is that the whole 4:05 minutes (I love the screams and the dum da da da). Another songs worth mentioning are Highway Unicorn (Road to Love) and Government Hooker.
Guess that's enough of this since not many people enjoys this kind of talk.

Next, I'd like to talk about how weirdly relationships work. There's been this person that's hurt me in a really bad way and I ended up doing them a big favor. I asked myself at various points why I was doing it. I got no real answer from it; I wasn't getting anything out of it (except a cake, maybe I'm covetous), it wasn't anything I enjoyed doing. Could be that I'm just too easy and I don't know how to say no. I can be really stubborn at time but I'm most likely the easiest person to convince.
On the note, I've also noticed how easy it is to betray. The more you defend or root for someone, more likely that person's gonna turn their back on you. I don't know if it's the law of Murphy or the law of Entropy but it's been verified a few times. In relationships what seems to work is mutual ignoring of the other while still managing to interact frequently. If it had to be put as a formula it would go like this:






In which R= relationship, t=time, s=distance and i=interest
So basically the more interested you are and the lesser the distance, the bigger the relationship. With time it gets tricky though. It acts as a negative positive factor lineally but as a negative exponentially. That means you must spend just enough time or else it'll be either too little or too much. 

Continuing with relationships we'll enter school-world (when we've just gotten out of it!). I was at my brother's school conclusion and it was pretty sad to watch, in a good way. They're moving from preschool to school now and they've had the same ladies looking over them. They had made a video of the kids with a song about "how it's time to say goodbye" and "we thank you" and most of the parents had their eyes teary as had the caretakers. That made me think of how hard it must be for the teachers in elementary school to let the children they've taught for 6 years go. It also made me think of how teachers might spend more time with the children than their own parents! It also made me think of how respected teachers should be, they give most of their life to educate our children with an average pay. They most likely aren't doing it for the money unless they get a lot more than I know about.

Guess those were the things I wanted to mention. There's a lot going on right now since we're graduating and stuff, so I guess I don't want to go through all the trouble to tell you bout it since most of you (those two people reading this blog) know already. I'm trying to help washing some windows and moving an effing fridge while writing this entry so that alone gives clues that I should stop. I tried writing yesterday night but suddenly everyone started talking to me. I had, without exaggerating, ten people talking to me at the same time, half to which I hadn't spoken in a while.

Oh. One more thing. FarmVille. It's ridiculously addicting. I had stopped playing like a year ago and now I'm back. For God's sake could there be any more hookingly ridiculous game? I mean, you sow, plant and harvest stuff, milk cows and travel to your English farm. If I only had the motivation to work as much on real life stuff as I work on my farm. Sigh. So if you play FarmVille, be sure to send me some construction materials!

Ugh I feel toxicated from that window-washing substance. It smells so strong and so bad that I'll have a poisoning by the end of the day!
How beautifully the birds are singing, they sound so clear inside with just one door open. It'll be summer soon and this time I think I'm well prepared. Whatever that might mean to you. 

Have a good rest of the day and I'll see if I can find you a nice music video. Yes, I did. Somehow this blog seems too serious, perhaps it is because I don't like using smileys in written text (something school has taught me, I guess). But really, this is how I feel.


Oh, I completely forgot my title! It makes no sense for anyone, but that's what I feel I'm doing for change. I'm just harassing innocent people just cause I want to be friendly. Guess that never changes. I'm talking about the first part, obviously, I haven't sold myself to the government (yet).